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things that have been done in the past 24-ish hours, by me:

watched mrs. doubtfire

watched nightmare before christmas

looked at snow

slept

woke up

watched the rest of nightmare before christmas

walked to cvs in snow

walked to taj mahal, ate

drank a beer and talked to the owner about nose rings

walked home

read siddhartha

did laundry

took a shower.

organized a bit.

practiced a song.

had an idea about recordings.

cut a sheet and made a shirt

put on shirt

listened to this song:

it has been a lonely, quiet day. an introspective day. a hopeful one. a bit of a scary one. but nice.

heard from some good friends. the fact that it's christmas doesn't really affect me at all, save for the fact that most businesses are closed and most people are with their respective families. so i'm quiet. and i sit. and i do whatever i decide to do. it was really lovely to get out of the house. in the melting snow. my nose was a bit numb from the wind, but all in all it wasn't dreadfully cold. i don't feel any tension in my body besides abdominal cramps, and those are involuntary. the rest of my muscles are relaxed. i've quit smoking. it's been surprisingly simple. not easy. i would love a cigarette. but i won't. because i have a reason not to. there are good things happening. my intention is to focus on my photos. and recording. and more good things.